英语翻译

My beloved:

I do not know why you would react like this when you heard someone held my hand, your tone changed immediately. Maybe it's just a gossip, but I hope it's not true,either. I once felt that what you and I had is different, and I was so flattered. But now I feel like I'm left out ... ... I know that we had known each other for two years, I remember that the first year when we were not quite close , I would always cry, you always served as a comfort to me by my side. Little by little, I put my trust on you, when you're not by my side, I would naturally think that the brightest star is you looking at me, and I would stop crying. When we when we have known each other for one and a half years, you always encouraged me to go further, I also prayed for you, hoping that you would catch up with your opponent, and we strived together for the high school entrance exam, I waited for your call, but you didn't call, I was afraid...

Known for two years, we have become indifference to each other and i'm nothing to you now. But I am still me, not changing a little bit. No matter what you what you did to me, I'm still me. I bet you certainly do not understand why I'm always angry with you, that's because you do not know how I feel, girls have vanity, in fact, I hope that you can think of me first in your heart,not last, but you are always consider others more important than me. Maybe you don't think that matters that much. Perhaps i'm nothing to you, that's all... ...

I hope that you can get what you really want!

We agreed on a trip in Europe 10 years later, do you still remember?

Don't lose heart, let's strive together!