帮忙把这段中文翻译成英文！（不要用机器等翻译，我要人工翻译），翻译的好再给100分

您好！

这是自己辛辛苦苦翻译的！望采纳！！你也看了吸引力法则啊？我也看了。我觉得你应该相信自己。相信总有一天会得到回报的。

dear team of "secret":

i am so happy to speak to you guys. before this i watched your movies and started to do things with utmost confidence. i made observations of the sky every day and tried not to be affected by unhappy things. nevertheless, the results always failed my expections. the last result made me terribly disappointed, i nearly broke to pieces. so much so that i could no longer believe in the "attraction theory". to this day, i am still under deep despair and sadness. i am now a victim of melancholia, which makes me too dysfunctional to be interested in doing anything. i try to recognize where the rub is, but i can't. you can't imagine how i admire your success in the use of the "attraction theory", could it be that the things we have now are all the outcomes of our past thoughts? if this is true,then why do i fail to do this? if we could build our future upon our present thoughts, then why should i be excluded from being able to do this? i am tremendously melancholy at present, the only instrument i could rely on is the "attraction theory", now even this instrument is turning its back on me. is there anything that i can still live for in this world?

please offer me an answer that gives me no more failure . i could not stand for another fall.

这是自己辛辛苦苦翻译的！望采纳！！你也看了吸引力法则啊？我也看了。我觉得你应该相信自己。相信总有一天会得到回报的。